Tuesday, July 25, 2006

now in skool... haishx... life so yukky.... f&n lesson.... dunch know wads happening to mie.... kinda felt that im a failure... a complete failure... a cheebye kia... a farker... a sucker.... wad am i born in this world in the first place???i shouldnt have been here... duno why create mie?? wad good do i briiing?? nth... than unhapiiness to everyone... asshole mie okie.. slap mie... kills mie... just take a knife and stab mie... for i have no more feeling lerhs... numb... for everything... give up... regrets... TONS of regret... giving out... and not taking in...4 years lerhs... im still standing at the starting line... n0thing seems to be right for mie...perhaps this isnt the world for mie... maybe i should take a knife and kill myself... scars... deepen scars... and now... iit will be reall deep....cut to make myself feels better?? iie duno... everytime ii did that... just seems to realise im wrong... but its too late... i already did that... im not perfect... but the things i did make me even more im-perfect... if i say i know im wrong lerhs... will u all forgive mie?? will we be like that stil? or perhaps i shoundt have walk into ur world at the beginning...i should be left alone.... i deserve it... i know it... i want to change my life... perhaps i should be a loner....wads the point man... making others pple like hell... mine isnt better either.... im a bitch...slut... asshole... farker... sucker....im just a yuker....

I SHOULD LEAVE THIS WORLD....

Written @12:05 PM