Saturday, September 09, 2006

another days past lerhx.. times flies siias.. just now trying to put songs into blog... but duno wad happen... then become lazy... so dun wan put... today.. studyiing.. but.. cant realli concentrate... mood down... felt that hand no strength like tt... then at the foong thre... she decide to let me lead the tampo songs.. duno if i can make it anot.... then learn the "bai sha jin"... not a bad songs bwahs... heehee... then after that rehersal... mood damn low... haishx... sometimes... felt that when im toking... nobodi listen... then when i shut up my mouth... everyone ask wad happen... also duno how to explain.. lost my baby photo today... my sis and me... haishx.. recently keep losing things... felt so sad... haishx... but wad can i do? prelims c0ming up lerhx... wo yao JIAYOU.... hahas... maybe this few days i already keep myself in my world lerhx... cant accept new things.. just now... tl and zhikai kip saying im mad.... maybe thats the onli way to numb myself.... im lost lerhs... sometime smile sometime cry... zhikai... not i dun wana tell u... is i cannot handle this... its too much things happen that i duno hwo to start... family... friends... cca... all this things... diffcult to explain.. aniwae... mr low said that he is disappointed with me.. haishx.. sori bwahs.. i will solve this problem derhx... my health ar... getting worst and worst.... today more cham... feel like whole body breaking soon... maybe im dying... who knows... but anyway... no mood to blog anyway.. ciiaox

to hong ging and huifang [ if ever u come to my blog and see... ii wana say... ii know im injured... i know im hurt... but sometimes.. ii realli dun wana rely or depend on anyone... i can carry it myself... why do i need to ask help... i know my limits... aa short distance wont kill me... i know all ur concern,,, but... sometimes... carrying yq and sweating... makes my feel better... at the berii least.. it stops my tears...]
to zhikai [ its not that i dun trust u... its just that i duno whre to start... im changing lerhs.... not the anne anymore... we are still berii berii good friends.... i will not abandoned u all.. but i deserve to be alone.. =) ]
to tingleong [ fang xin... im realli not angry with u and will not be angry with u.. wo zhi shi mood down... i wont BS pple so easy ]
to peiqing [ hope that ur family is fine... ]
to melvin... [ sorii ii cant go.. promise next time go out with uu kaes?? ]
to myself.. [ congratuation.. u are dead ]

Written @10:09 PM