Sunday, September 17, 2006

sometimes i realli wonder... wads my life for... haiSHx... yeas... im greatly motivated by adam khoo but i just cant stop thinking... here goes... iim having this feeling of on-ing the com after finishing the SS study and suddenly my younger sister freak and scold me shut up... just becox she wans to use the com before me... wadever la!!!! im not going to scold any vulgarities ok... 7 days of free of it lerhs... aniway... ytd went to tution in the morning... was fine.. failed my mock exam... haishx.. kinda expected.. then after that went to meet erzi tl pq they all... then went to study... kinda know how to solve a few maths sum... how come hongging kor and huihong jiejie so clever.... yet im so stupid.... haishx... back to tthe old times... nono... not yet... haishx... then see hg korkor eat... then jjoke bout it... but anyway... korkor! guess wad? ii also ate fried rice when i got home.. hahas.. anywae... on the way home.. found out something which realli quite disappointing... hg kor say mr low decided to let zixin and melvin do the ticketing... haishx... i mean like im not trying to snatch away the job or not giving other chance or im just trying to show off... but... why must like after i did all the planning and doing example and stuff like tt... he ask me to stop... for all the effort... haishx... nvm... ii give up... and ar... i realli wonder.. did he ever knew my existence? maybe im realli un-important... maybe it willl only be till im gone... then he realise that there is such a person that ever came into his life.... haiShx... sian la... anywae... toda stayed and home.. read thru the SS text... not realli studyiing... is like.. tt feeling is thre... the ffeling of... knowing that u will failed... yet trying the best to work hard... tt feeling.. is like a fool... felt so lonely... in this world... the feeling of.... "nobody will stay with u even when u die" aww... thats sad... adam khoo changed me... but... not my thinking throughly... hahas.... and to U... if u got anything just come and tell me... stop asking HIM behind me... we are CLEAN ok!!! ii realli wonder... how come bois and girl cannot be true friend? ask urself la... u dun hab any guy friend that is close to u de meh? does it means like tt u all are stead??? then god will not create females and males ok.. quit being so oldies... would u like it if i do this to u?? NO right... just stop it... ii wont mention whu u are.. temper getting real HOT this few days.. i think im crazy... ii think i got 2 character.... i think... im not myself anymore...

-imdead- 7 days free of vulgarities... still no replies from them.. wonder hab they read it?

Written @10:02 PM