Thursday, December 14, 2006

im a miserable little ant sitting in front of a miserable com toking to my miserable friends about how miserable my miserable life could be. outside sitting was my miserable families sitting on the miserable sofa laughing so miserably at the miserable teevee tat was casting a miserable show. aww... my miserable life...

recently came to wonder about my life and start to tink. wads my purpose of living? and realise. i live for my friends. and not for myself. wad am i going to do with my life now? everyday sitting around? everyday go work? everyday tok? everyday practice? or even find someone to company me everyday? ii duno.. cox i duno wad should i do now. slping late every night. was chatting with kor. and everytime hang. would realise tt my life has no goal. slping. without knowing can i wake up tmr. "if today was my last day of life. wad would pple wans to say to me?" iie wonder. living a life in wonder. i wanted so much to create my own world. but too bad. tts not the fact. last night korkor told me how miserable are those indonesian. yeas. i pity them. but come to think of it. wad can i do? grumpling bout my life? narhs. not my style. complaining bout all the things that happens arround me? tts the old me. now??? whu is the real anne i see inside my reflections. ii duno her. and tts wad i realise this few days. anyway. last night was a miserable night. was on fever and couldnt get to sleep. at that point of time. i felt so damn helpless. wad i see. was no one. was jux a noddy toy which i bought few years ago. whre are my friends? they are lost... had a strange dream last night. about all the things that came across my life. and all the people. none stayed with me through out. HA~ tats my life bwahs.. and wads most strange was tat. im feeling so damn freaking pissed off now. jus becox of something tat a guy say. and to tell u if u ever came to my blog. liking u is the biggest mistakes i ever make in my life. realli wonder why guys like u appear in this world. so wad if u are good looking or rich? to me. u are jus an idoitic guys whom looks down on people. scram... PHEW! haishx.. another day tmr.. wad should i do?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? bu xiang go msl tmr... NO MOOD NO MOOD NO MOOD NO MOOD... anione wad go out with me tmr????????? pls call.. 90465511.. to call for a person name miserable ant................

im jus a miserable ant walking down this miserable path.. A.L.O.N.E.
PS!!! ii realli hated milk.. as in the drinking one and not the lively human beings tat jumped around.. MILKS.. realli makes me feel like vomit... and everytime i drink... i would feel so pregnant.. wad can i do? than sufffering?????

Written @9:50 PM