Saturday, January 27, 2007

grr. it took miie such a long time before tis blog can be loaded. ass la. aniiway. today went out to mco in da morning and the celebration of sanjie bdae after tt. sort of wasted. but not so too. wasted cox we didnt plan anytink at all and i didnt bring enuff money. =(. not wasted cox. we laugh and joke. lols. morning go mco. stress arh. ye ge. save me nehs. haishx. then after tt is combine. played awhile. laykhim came. jiu let her play. then sms with him. then after tt jiu go cwp. initially is go wit lifen. but didnt. then raining so heavily. thx to xinhui. we got to cwp. DRY! hahas. then after tt. slack slack slack. then still duno whre to go and wad to eat. ended. FINALLY decide on carvana. then went in. realise. nth to eat. jiu paiseh derhs went out. then decided to go seoul garden. sanjie treat me! hahas. is like. im treating her back or even hongie and eric. if i manage to come back. alive kicking. lols. then after tt in seoul garden. we crap alot la. say alot. then jiu go walk walk. then got one red shirt guy trip sanjie. her shoes spoil. so we go around looking. then found in civic. then sanjie buy. then after tt jiu go library. fold crane. do charity while waiting for eric. when he come. we no mood to take neo oso. so walk ard. then all seperate lerhs. started a day smiling. ended a day crying. sori hongie korkor. didnt mean to vent anger on u.

jus 2 days ago. im hapi like siao. and jus 30 mins ago. we are sms-ing like theres no tmr. jus 5 mins. we didnt chat. this is the first time. u ever scolded me. tired. u are. i am too. i didnt want to continue smsing. becox i noe the result. why is all this happening? when i saw tt msg. im sitting inside the bus. facing the window. tears drop. im crying. i dun wana end this. at least no when im beginning to feel the hope between us. i already tried not to be so close. i tried. i tok to u. u ignore. i canot do anyting. im lost. i tot he like her. but it didnt seems so. im blind. but im turning mute soon. guess. we wont be speaking for ard a few days. u are busy. me? waiitiing. days are numbered. =\. came home. after bathing. sit the the sofa. listen to music. feeling better off. on the com. my desktop is filled with all the songs and picture u send me. memories flow. haishx. days are numbereed.

Written @9:51 PM