Friday, February 16, 2007

hapi new year everyone! hahas. cox i wont be in singapore. so wish every one in advance. may u guys take alot of hongbaos orhs! =)). but rmb! dun compare hongbao. becox like tt no manner. =)). at every year of this time. it begin a habit. but this year. its diff. she's no longer with me or us. i will not be going to her hse to have dinner. play majong. sit and chat around. or just sit thre. and watch her. this year. no more. becox she is gone. waipo. wo men xiang ni ehs. haishx. *tears flowwww* how are u? =.... aniway. will be leaving singapore tmr. off to thailand. this time. dun realli hab the mood nehs. haishx. guess im too tired to feel anithing lerhs. so hapi cny everyone!

today went out with HIM. went walk around. but guess wad. it wasnt a pleasant one. i guess im so dumb. i kip making him angry sehs. sori ehs. =. so we ended this OUTING. beri fast. haishx. [hope u see this wont angry.] =P realise something. HE realli noes alot of friends. and we went around the place. and realise alot of HIS skool people. damn funny. wanted to buy something. want to buy a keychain. a hp keychain. a doll. straws. gift. and prezzi. but totally lost mood. becox of just few sms by HER. haishx. sori nehs. just came to realise that we are seems to go aniwhre. becox everywhre we goes. its his friends. and he doesnt want to let his frens noe. fang xin. i unds. so i wont disclose who u are. =)). sometimes. begin to feel hao xin ku. but worth it. becox. i choose this path. no regret. but luckily. everything went back to normal at the bus trip. but suay larhs. when we came off. it was raining damn heavily and i was cold like hell. hahas. then after tat we waited for rain to be smaller. jiu went off lerhs. and a day ended just like tt. 4d3n. a trip to thailand. U will be missed =)). u realli dun wan my letter??????? =(((((((

WAIPO. wo hao xiang ni orhs. in another part of the world. are u living fine? this time every year. i would see ur smile waiting for us at the door in 804 looking forward to the 12 reporting every year. and we would take turns wishing u hapi new year. and goodies u will serve us. mum and aunties will be all crowding at the kitchen cooking. uncles and dad will be sitting luffing loudly and chatting. some smoking. and the smaller children will play masak. and the older will play poker and watch teevee. chatting too. age nearer will chat tgt. and dinner wll be serve. the rice cooker will be damn full and everyone queue for the rice. the dishes will be full in the table. the table will be extended and everyone will crowd around. after eating. drinks ice cream and fruits will be served. till midnight. then we will get home. aww. i miss those days taat will nebo happpens again. =. i let u down waipo. u always dote on me alot. and i didnt study hard for u. all i tink was co co co. my passion. now. i came to realise. my future is so blurred. whre are u. i miss u. ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT.

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