Saturday, June 09, 2007

i duno wth is happening to my freaking life this few days. its jus so not good. and im beginning to feel the tiredness. and tts the strangest things. people start feeling tired becox of LOVe. STUDIES. and FAMILIES. but for me? EVERYTIME its friends. isit me or wad? this time. im the victim. but it turns out the im the culprit??? realli feel like scolding. F-U-C-K. whu can i trust now man. bloody hell.

TO the FRIEND whom help me..
Im grateful for ya help. but every words that u said hurts me like crazy. maybe i misunderstood yaa meaning. but from wad i hear. thats what i interpret. since the past. i olways thought u are the friend whom i can turn to when i have troubles. u are like a brother to me. a trust worthy friends. yeas. i did say tt u are toopid to do that for a friend. thats my thinking. i realli didnt expect this day will come. i thought u knew me inside out. but it turns out to be my wishful thinking. im jus another plain friend to u? someone whom u can have or dun habe? i cried for a few days lerhs. and im getting tired. u people had force me into this circumstances. im not going to tok anymore in mco. lead a quiet life. stil tot i could depend u for SS. but now. i doubt that we will even talk. bye.

this is too much for me. thanks god i still have u. someone whom trusted me. thanks alot. im tired. maybe its realli all my fault. i will shut up now. wth.

Written @7:48 AM