Tuesday, June 12, 2007

sometimes.. i feel that my life is so perfect. so so so so so so so so so perfect. i habe my wonderful friends. i have him. i habe a mum. a granny. good skills. job. nice manager. nice chef. but now. i see myself in a dark room. all alone. mum's gone. granny gone. sista gone. they are all gone. yeas. perhaps we are still friends. but we are plainly friends. the feeling of the past will never be found back. everything had change. MEAZ? = sometimes i realli want to give up on everything. call me a coward. i dun mind lerhs. for the most hurting things i have already received. narhs. im nt blaming anyone. i onli blame myself. i blame me for being me. i need time to get through it. one day? one week? one month? one year? i duno how long i will nneed. but i nid a long long long time. to find the real anne. to find the anne whom please everyone. sometimes. begin to ponder. wad is life? retribution. THIS is it. i duno if i can hold on. but i will try. GOODBYE anneliewkaixin~~
had a small small incident. injured. bleed. but cant feel the pain. been having heart pain pain for few days lerhs. a small injury doesnt matter to me lerhs. who cares =

mums. rest in peace. wo xiang ni.

Written @5:21 AM

~ Me ~

Anne Liew Kaixin
08.07.1990
Music and Photography is <3
Republic Polytechnic
Diploma in New Media

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