Monday, October 15, 2007

时光飞逝

been looking at a few blogs jus now. and i realise. people around me has grown up. like nana&juanjuan. they had grew up alot ever since i left skool. become prettier and cuter and has known new friends. especially nana. im relieved to know tt she is not so stick to juan lerhs. its a good tink nana. =). well. people do grows and things do change. im upset with my life but being upset wont change anything. the world wont stop becos im sad or stop becos im a failure. the time goes on and people still change. "someone" once told me that writing how upset or how lonely u are inside ya blog wont make people kelian u. but i wrote its nt becos i wan people to pity me or wad. its my blog. its a place for me to write down my true feelings. wad i really feel. i DONT need symphathy. so in case if anyone gets the wrong idea. =).

well. ytd. went to BEST and bought a tv with my dad. 36inch!! will be here on wed. WHEE. then apply for new internet. MIO. and and . meet my parents and sister for dinner. and home. been like monkey years ever since we had dinner. well. as usual i keep quiet. haishx. eber felt tt somehow u dun belong to tt world? well. i do. lols.

stress. need to pay genting money and Os cming!!!

就用华语来继续吧。。17年来，我都在这家庭成长，也不知是从何时开始，我和这家的距离越来越远。我谁都不怪，反而，我怪我自己，这一切都是我的错。我还能说些什么。和妈妈讲话，总看不见她的笑容。自己笨得要问妹妹数学题目。自己得大姐是大学生，我星期四要考practical exam，我都不敢开口叫她帮我补习，很没用吧。很可笑吧。而和爸爸呢，一天说不上五句话，更别说是聊天了。有时候在自己心情不好的时候，想找个人聊天，都好难。现在的我只能专心的考好o水准，和慢慢的等待和家人的关希能够变好。

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