Tuesday, October 02, 2007

i SO WANTED TO USE A KNIFE AND STAB INTO MY HEART
AND JUST LEAVE THIS FARKING WORLD.
FOR IT SUCKS. LIKE HELL...............
RETAKING O IS ALREADY LIKE HELL. WHY LOOK DOWN!!!!
FARK THE WORLD. FARK EVERYONE.
I TOLERATE FOR SO MANY MONTHS. WHY CANT U GUYS JUST LET ME GO!!!!!
FINE!!! IM USELESS!!!!!!! U TINK IM SO HEARTLESS TO NOT FEEL ANYTHING?!!!!!
NOT OPENING THE DOOR MY FAULT ISIIT!!!!
U FORGET TO BRING KEYS MY FAULT ISITT!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF U ARE SO FREAKING UNHAPPY WITH ME. PLEASE TAKE A KNIFE AND STAB ME OK!!!!!
I DID MY BEST ALREADY OKAYS. FINE. I SURRENDER OK.
ANNE LIEW KAIXIN GIVE UP OK. I HAVE ENOUGH
IF ALL OF U REALLY THINK IM HEARTLESS. FINE!!!!!!!1
LET MY FUTURE BE RUIN OK. FAN ZHENG IM NEVER SUCECESS IN UR EYES.
PLAYING USELESS MUSIC MAKING RUBBISH FRIENDS AND DUN STUDY
A THEIF. A BURGLAR. A IDOIT IN THE HSE. THATS ME OK.
IM GOING TO SHUT MY MOUTH RIGHT NOW OK. AT THIS BLOODY MOMENT.
I HATE EVERYTHING. AND I HATE MYSELF EVEN MORE.
IM ALREADY RECEIVING MY PUNISHMENT FROM HEAVEN
A FAILURE IN LIFE. WHY CANT U GUYS JUST TELL ME TO BUCK UP.
INSTEAD OF SCOLDING AND EVERYTHING??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO WHAT IF MY FRIENDS LIKE ME??????
I FEEL SO BREATHELESS NOW. SO SO SO BREATHELESS.
AS IF THE WHOLE WORLD HAS FORSAKE ME. PLS TAKE ME AWAY GOD.
I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE. IM GOING TO BREAK DOWN.

Written @12:32 AM