Wednesday, November 14, 2007

focus

yea yea yea! im gg to focus FULLY on yq now.
heehees.
competition cming in 2 weeks time.
whee!!! how times flies!!
in 2 weeks time im going to genting!!!
YEA YEA YEA!! fun part is finally can go~
sad part is competition stress.
hahas. tmr learning renyimen. then sat train.
yea baby~
looking for temp jobs currently. cos cnt work long
then nx week gg to wgsco camp.
packed. finally! im bored at home u noe.
hahas. and and and and.
no more. tatas people.
-meditation-

boi. i noe u noe im toking abt u.
listen up and listen carefully.
u once told US. tt.
"our friendship not so weak. wont be so easily broken"
but now. the truth hit u back hardly.
isnt it obvious tt our friendship have been changing?
once again. i reassured tt me and *** didnt change.
did u realise tt the person changing is u.
and the question hit u back hard again.
"tts how weak our friendship is"
i miss the old boy.
the old tt joke with us. and olways treat us like the dearest.
now not. perhaps u didnt see the changes in u.
like i say. the siders always see things clearer.
jiejie is tired. need a break.
we will be back to friends. on the day.
i realise u are the old little boy whom i used
to dote and love alot.
till then. i wave goodbye to u.
for u are no longer the little boi i adores.
im sorry. but the reason and logic stays.
" if u cant change a person. u will have to force yaself in change for them
and then u realise u change to ya limit. u have no choice. but to force them
to change back to wad they were. to maintain a long friendship"
like wad dar and meiting and ging tell me.
friends shouldnt break so easily. we shouldnt give up.
im nt giving u up. i jus wana see the old u.
we will still be friends if i see the old u .
i promise.
and i NEVER break my promise.

Written @8:19 AM