Tuesday, November 13, 2007

selfish

yeaps. like wad my sub head mention.
i wana be selfish. for once in my life.
wo fang shou lerhs. let u go lerhs. bu zai interfer with ya life.
or put it this way. i give up this friend. dun blame me.
i wont be caring about anythink anymore.
coos its making me very derhs tired. im breaking down.
so now. i jus wana be happy and spend my life with the other mayi peeps.
whether u care or not. wad can i still expect? turns out expected result bwahs.

mrboi. i didnt really want to give up this friendship.
u noe how much it means to me.
but this time. u makes me real tired.
i jus need to see the old u.
before we are back to friends.
i dun expect u to treat us as the first in yaa heart.
but at least. nt in this way. perhaps u didnt feel ya changes.
but to me. i see wad happen. i duno how to tell u.
but i jus wan u to be like t past. nt like now.

jus came on9 and alot of people start to tell me this and tat.
blah blah blah blah.
tmr gt the mco prac. staying back for tampo.
today i cook dinner. BLACK PEPPER pork and MA PO TOUFU.
then after tt my dad came home and we played majhong. WELL!!
my mum won ALOT. and dad lose ALOT. hahas.
i miss this moment and hope tt times will stop thre.
im going to slow down the pace of my life. and start to tink.
about my future.

Written @8:27 AM