Tuesday, November 25, 2008

finally

like finally this place is updated. becos my sis scold me ask me blog. hahas.. pardon my speaking ok. this is my BLOG. im the queen here hahas.life has been okok for me. hahas. tthat time meet up with mco peeps to watch HSM3. early in morning we went to the sentosa to build the word. haishs. i didn have time to liek take all the potos larhs. pek chek. hahas. then headed down to meet debbie. had Kim Gary. super nice can. finally craved my cravings. then HSM3 rocks can. im like talkative non stop. summore before that we headed to xin wang. then make a foool of ourself there. indulge in food. has! the movie overall nice. headed home with IAN. and i realise i can realli talk non stop

like ya. hahas. teeheehee. another event is the morning mac delivery larhs. hahas. order the mega mcmuffins cans! in the past like not nice. not superb enuff. in the end. damn nice cans. debbie getting so high. on the other hand. the tickets also came. hahs. mco was getting so tiring every week. i do hope i can make it best la. haishs. stress up. tickets pushing me. lols. just now almost lost my tickets. like fuck. some malay boys took. and extord money from me. WTF. police do works. ok. hahas. lucky it works. tinking of cooking bento for MayiPeeps this sat. budden still haven consider what to cook yet. hahas. shall see how. heehee. will be back to blogging very soon.

below are rantings. this is my blog. im the queen. not hapi. u can leave. want to correct me. got tagboard. USE YR NAME

just wan to say. i dont see the reason why i should respect u at all when at the basic i did not get any respect from you. you dont own the world neither do you own us. we are all of equal standard and positions. the differences is that all along we are faithful and striving hard and you are duno at wher doing what. when times comes. poof u come. and rule the world. like fuck can. i dont see the reason why i should give in to u. so what. i choose to keep quiet. u better stay behind the line and not step over it. or i shall not give u any more face. shall shout at u. __

got a feeling that things and people are leaving me one by one soon. starting to ask. whether do people regrets knowing me. together with me. and all the things. ytd ask shini. did u regret calling me mummy. she said no. i duno why i dont felt glad. 2 reasons. its either she didnt realli like truthful answering me or just that me myself thinking like crazy. things gg how between me and arhem arhem arhem? i think now for all i dowan care as in i dont want to like think so much to whether they acceot me already or what. just wana be a truthful person. didnt expect them to like tell me any mroe secrets as they feel that i will say out. liars i push all behind me. i just wan to be a better person hoping things will be better. lols. and lastly. thanks serena and ginny for always being ehre with me like for eeverthing that happens. now another person is weiliang. hahs. thanks cj and alfie too!!! last but not least....

dearest jumbo. it has been like almost 1 year since we know each other. u are the nicest dearest i ever met for you always smile broadly at the camera. now its time for you to leave and you had move to another part of the world. do take care of yourself over there and rest assured splash will be in good hand.

with sweetest memories with you.

farewell jumbo.

Written @11:29 PM