here to the 2 best girls that i've meet in my poly life. puffefish and porcupine. if anyone realise, I have been mentioning about pufferfish and porcupine for quite sometime already. but i found 2 friends that suits well to that and me - a mixture

Xuanqing - Porcupine.
A girl whom always posseess herself as someone dangerous and spikey that no one dares to go near to her and feeel that she's dangerous, but. afteer knowing her,its like removing the spikes on her, she will be totally harmless and very very nice. didnt regret knowing this friend, not only she can sing, she can do sooooo much things. so, dun look down on yourself girl, everything's gonna be alright.

Sophia - Pufferfish
At one look, she is totally harmlesss. cute and small and everything nice. but dont u judge her by the cover. when things that she is unhappy with.. she will then puff up and show the fierce side of her. Although all this, she is still one girl that stand with my no matter what happen in my poly life. she changed me to who i am today. stand by me and tell me what is right or wrong. no matter how much sacrifices we make for each other, I feel that it is all worth it at the end of the day. looking very forward to the JAPAN trip kkays! +D

many days have pass. many things happen in a blink of eyes and i seriously wonder why did everything happened all tgt at the same time. so pissed off with that. a mere concern from me exchanged for a harsh tone and a fuck up attitude.i dun see why the reason u are getting so agitated when I dun even see the problem with my questions. do u know it tottally turns me off with your hot and cold attitude. im tired. dont wanna go on anymore. i give up..and to YOU. fucking hell. i dont know whether you will read my blog but im still going to vent.

from the moment that you send me the message! do you even realise where is the mistakes!!! U DIDNT WANT TO THANK ME RIGHT FROM THE START! you told me what? that all I think of u is negative. THINK THROUGH THIS. if your replies for me when i asked why for the randomness is "narhs. it was just a random thought after i left school or you straighten out your thinking." BUT WTF did u reply me? just want to say before you have no time or something like that? TELL ME. how would people feels about that. do you think im always so free 24 hr to be thinking are you going to commit suicide? or are we suppose to feel calm when u suddenly stopped replyin my sms or rejected sj call? stop all this childish act man. seriously. life has been awesome for me since the last time everything happens. im giving up. Im realli realli tired. dont ask me how to continue becos i fucking duno how to handle u anymore. just leave me alone. be it that u deleted me from fb. let me tell u this. I AM NOT IN THE FUCKING WRONG. so stop stepping into my life FUCK EVERYTHING.

Written @10:50 PM