Sunday, July 04, 2010

maybe age is catching up with me. maybe im just getting tired of the place that i stayed for the past 2 year plus. maybe its because of the bad memories that makes me wanting to leave and the good memories arent strong enough to make me stay. and many many many reasons. i think i need a new job. and i am looking for one. whether where it is. thats a secret for now :)

birthday is exactly 3 days from now. and i still not looking very forward to that day. i used to be looking forward to this very day thinking that this is MY day and i should enjoy it to the fullest. but i realise. i didnt even make any plans to celebrate it this year. HAHAH. so much for looking forward to it. maybe will just hide one corner. but anyway. i guess a thing that doesnt change during ur birthday is the gifts that you wanted. okays i always wanted a couple of things. not only during my birthday but getting it once i got my pay. HAHAA! here goes.

- Secret Mission To Succeed :)
- Dslr Additional Flashlite. (investment hmm.)
- Holga!
- Sticky Landyard and Sticky Cap!
- Dresses
- New job
- A day to enjoy myself freely
- Better grades in School
- Phase pampering on my hair =)
- Water bottle
- a new phone!
- itouch / just a simple mp3 =)

Just wanna to enjoy a day. surprises? okay i love surprises. HAHAH. who doesnt... trust me. surprise is the world most ultimate best gifts everr. haha. owells. im done here. veryveryvery happy because my design today was being praised.. like there is this moment that i depress because i feel that i am totally not talented in designing. but today my faci actually say" i dun think that you need to worry about that" OMG. u know how much it really meant to me?! like HUGEEEE. hahaha, bt it just proves to me. all i need is to really work harder and hard works pays. HAHA. tilll then. toodles.

Written @9:47 PM