Smiles. Laughter. Joy was what we shared in times of difficult. Now that you're gone. Everything seems different. is it meant to be this way? or is it just me that is the problem that everything seems to break. I miss you and you and you and you and you. How many you have I lost? Maybe its just me.

Been wondering alot of things. The older people gets the more fake they have to be, simply because, the more real u are, people might not be real to you. So whats the purpose. I lost so many friends to realise I have many. but everything is too late. i only want peace now. maybe its the lights, maybe its the mood, maybe its everything that happens beside me that makes me feel I need you. but whatever it is. I need to step it out.

Seems to be waiting for a never ending thing. haishs. ciaoo. no mood.

Written @5:53 AM